Ok, February 1st 2010.
My new Year, or New Era. Now I am a full time fighter and coach.
No job to go to today. Was tempted to have a late one today, but I fought the urge. Went round one of my coaches, Winston, just to get some help with this ever evolving package I am trying to put together.
I need organise my thoughts better. I have so much to share, but until recently I hadn't put much thought into how I would structure it all. When you are just a fighter, things are very straight forward, you're taught-you drill-you apply(spar), and voila, the technique is now yours.
I am now being looked to/relied on for guidance direction and all the other stuff that comes with the assumption of a leadership role, and I accept it, I want it. I'm just not used to it.
Lucky for me, I have good people around to lean on. A solid support structure is so important.
I have FRIENDS who help me with everthing, and even kick my ass from time to time when I am being silly or simply unproductive. Thanx to these friends of mine, being out of a job is not making me too nervous, only had one panick attack today and didn't faint at all.
I need to fight soon. Training for a fight always gets me to that mental state where I so love to be, just Sharp, Focused, Uncompromising, yeah baby, gotto fight soon, getting excited already.
